and the reason why i’m back is…

It’s either I’m bored or I’m really bored.

Summer. It’s that one word I so long to dawn upon me come the finals week of the second semester. Now that it’s actually here, I can’t seem to remember what I was excited about in the first place. Or maybe I’m saying this because I am currently stuck in Dumaguete without the slightest bit of idea if I have the time or money to go home after the summer term. Maybe this is just a case of me wanting to do something fun with people from my circle (read: tWS friends who went away, thankyouverymuch). Maybe I’m just missing my parents (and all the perks of having them around). Maybe I’m just not used to having such a long break after a very stressful semester. Maybe I am just feeling that itch to do something I enjoy doing at my own pace. Maybe I’m just feeling some frustration over things I could’ve (or should’ve) done better. Maybe… I am just bored.

But no matter. I just visited the Gender Watch Against Violence and Exploitation (GWAVE) office this afternoon and handed in my volunteer’s application letter. I got an instant interview, too, in my shorts and VDay shirt! Hahaha. They told me to come back after the Holy Week for further instruction on my first volunteer assignment; documentation for their upcoming survivors project. Yay! :]

I am yet to finalize my summer classes sked. At this point, I’m crossing my fingers, hoping to get accommodated in Sir Ian Casocot’s Litt21 class. Mawawala ang essence ng pag-enroll ko ngayong summer term kung hindi. Hahaha.

I guess the boredom and all the negative churvas that go along with it will go away in a few days. In the meantime, I’ll be blogging and updating my Facebook account every so often just to “hang in there.” Aynaku. I am just so bored and it’s that obvious.